Waiting is so Hard

I wait and wait and wait,

Like a fishermen with no bait,

You mean so much to me in every way,

You brighten up my darkest day,

I wait so long to hold you,

You are a dream waiting to come true,

I dream of the day we'll be together,

It seems like it's been forever,

You're the one i've always wanted,

Yet i wait and wait, the days i've counted

I love you very dearly,

All of this, i mean sincerely,

I wait and wait and wait for my one chance,

To show you true love and romance,

I've seen you with other guys,

And all they ever told you was lies,

Every time you tell me who likes you,

I get so depressed and blue,

Truthful and love you,

i'd be and do,

I hope you will someday see.

Finding my Love

WHEN THE WIND IS BLOWING THROUGH MY HAIR
LIKE LIFE RUSHING THROUGH TIME;
WHEN THE BIRDS IN THE SKY ARE SINGING
THEIR SWEETEST SONG OF ALL;
WHEN THE RIVER IS FLOWING TO UNCERTAIN POINTS
TO NEVER-ENDING PLACES FAR BEYOND;
THAT IS WHERE YOU SHALL FIND ME,
MY HEART, AND ALL THAT IS MINE.
I NEED YOU TO COME AND FIND MY SECRET PLACE
INSIDE MY HEART.
JUST FOLLOW MY LOVE.
THE TRAIL IS NOT HARD TO FOLLOW, JUST HARD TO FIND.
BUT ONCE YOU HAVE FOUND IT
YOU WILL NEVER LOSE IT;
FOR IF YOU ARE TRUE AND HONEST
YOU SHALL HAVE MY HEART, MY SOUL
FOREVER.

Whenever tear Falls.....

Dark clouds gather
In my eyes
From blackened void
That fills my sky
Loaded till
Can hold no more
In the emptiness
The tears will fall

And tears will fall
'Till they're all dry
And no more tears
Are left to cry
And what is left
When all are bled
An empty soul
A spirit dead
A voided heart
Sanitized
That cannot feel
Sterilized
For when those final tears fall
If I can't love you
Can't love at all

When You Say Forever

Forever is an eternity
It's everlasting, never ending
When forever was introduced to love
People became confused...
Forgetting that a promise is made.
When promises break, so do hearts
And a bond once perfectly structured
Is broken entirely.
The pieces seem to take forever
To put back together.
So when you fall in love,
Make sure it's love.
Anything else is a waste of time
When you say forever, make sure it's true
Because hearts get broken every day
But the next one could belong to you

Fear

I never thought this would last
The feeling I have every time you enter class
Sitting here with this fear
Every time you are near
As you pass by me with your lovely hair
All I feel is the flow of the gentle air
The time is here
To face my fear
To ask you to the dance
So I can take my chance
If I fail to do this task
Let me be
For I will regret it until eternity
My chance with you is very slim
If you say No to what I have to ask
For it I won't cry
Since this has happened before in the past
Now once again
We'll still be friends
But my feelings for you
Will still be true
If this poem made no clue
Then I've been wasting time writing
To say those three simple words
I LOVE YOU

I llove u !

As you lay sleeping I watch you
How peaceful you look and it makes me think...
What if tomorrow never comes...
Will I have told you "I love you," enough?
Will I have showed it enough?
Will I have done enough?
Every moment of every day
I try my best to show my love for you
But, no matter what I do or say
There's still a million things left undone and unsaid.
I pray for you...
And I thank God, every day,
for making my prayer come true.
You're everything I wanted plus more...
I'd do anything to make you happy, to see your smile;
I'd walk to the ends of the earth.
There's nothing I wouldn't do for you...
Darling, I love you!

Still loving U!

when i first told you i loved you i had no idea
what those words would come to mean
all the joy, all the happiness i felt
then was only the beginning
do you remember how we used to feel
how we were content to look into each other's eyes
how we would seek each other's glance
just to share a secret smile
how the memory of a touch or a kiss
could make us happy for hours
sometimes still, when you're unaware
i stop and watch you thinking or dreaming
i wonder if you truly know how special you are to me
everything i could ever ask of life
i find when i look into your eyes
you're my life, my world, my forever
and if i could write a hundred words
or make a thousand wishes
they would be about you....

The Game

If you were only here to see
The affect you have on me.
You do not get what you do
To understand the things I go through.
I know I stay around, when it is a mistake
I should have tossed you to the ground.
The drama that comes with you
Is not worth all the nice things you do.
I wish it were though
Because I love you so!
I am torn between the present and past
I think nothing can make us last.
I try hard for you
You cannot put your feet in my shoes?
This is why you cannot stay
Maybe it is another game you play.
Well, you have won
I give up, so have fun!
Whether you really loved me
Or just needed a girl to be
This is all a mystery.
So tell me now or tell me later
But I cannot stick around, so later.
You played around like it was cool
And you may have won the game
But you just lost your best dame!
If you ever find some time
To treat me right and true
I will be here for you,
But if you want to play another game
Go find another partner
Because I have already had my turn!
If you treat me right
I will be with you tonight,
But if you treat me wrong
I will leave you and be strong!

Crying for your Love..............!

Every single day I think of you

Are you thinking of me too?

Or are you enjoying yourse

lf With someone else

While I'm here alone in my room

Crying for your love

All I want is to be yours

And you to be mine

When you close your eyes

Does my face appear

Or is it some other girl

With me here loving you

Crying for your love

You tear my heart in two

When you seem like you

Have someone else in your l

ife I gave you my love, my heart

And everything I got Do don't leave me

here Crying for your love

How....???

how do i keep going, how do i move on?
how do i keep smiling, how do i stay strong?
how long will this last, how soon will this end?
how will i know if i'm your love, or only a friend?
how do i know if you're really the one?
when will this stop being painful, and start being fun?
how do i forget all the memories we've shared?
how do i forget all the times you said you cared?
how does my heart mend itself? how do i live without you?
how do i get past this? how will i make it through?
how do i get up and walk away, leaving you behind?
how do i find someone else to get you off my mind?
how can i forget you, right here, right now?
how do i stop loving you? please tell me...how??

Love, I guess not

I loved him at first sight,
our love blossomed overnight.
He taught me how to love,
he taught me how to be fair,
he taught me how to live,
and taught me how to share.
He said he never loved before,
and i believed him more and more.
we were good for awhile,
then it went in denial.
I knew our love was real and true,
but now all i am is sad and blue.
We said we would stay together.
He promised me forever.
We said we would never part,
instead he broke my heart.
Now he is leaving
and i can't believe it.
He is gone just like that
and no promise to look back.
But inside i still love him
and i will never forget.
All the times we shared together
I'll remember them forever.
I know now how it is to loose something you love,
but don't make the mistake to loose that one.
I know my life will go on without him
and i know i will be strong.
I will always remember you in my heart,
no matter what happened.
But remember one thing every one,
life will go on.

its all adds up

1 night of pleasure
= 9 months of pain
+ 9 months to calculate
a lifetime filled with shame.
1 careless risk
divided by 1 you were willing 2 take
1 you can never subtract
1 added throb to 1,000 other aches
2 lives- shattered
+ 1 bound 2 break
this equation can't be fixed,
4, you wrote in pen and can't erase your mistakes
1 slip 2 many,
4, you should not have slipped at all
you should have tried to keep your balance
4, that 1 slip is the quotient to your fall
It all adds up:no matter how you
add, subtract, multiply or divide
the answer remains the same
PAIN to the FEAR power, in your heart, forever will reside

Love is in the Air

you see them all the time
silvery birds in skies of blue
carrying temporary occupants
to and from places far and wide
and in those airy travelers thoughts;
appointments and dreams
lovers, families and friends
deadlines to be met
the sooner they are there
the better all will be
I saw my love leave this way
looking towards the future
with anxiety and eagerness
looking at the past
maybe with regret
and seeing the love
in the present
I look forward seeing her again
to hold her again
to kiss her again
when the wings she had been set upon
brings her back to me
and carrying with her the answer
my heart hopes it will be...

The sorrow of love

The quarrel of the sparrow in the eaves,The full round moon and the star-laden sky,And the loud song of the ever-singing leaves,Had hid away earth's old and weary cry.And then you came with those red mournful lips,And with you came the whole of the world's tears,And all the sorrows of her labouring ships,And all the burden of her myriad years.And now the sparrows warring in the eaves,The curd-pale moon, the white stars in the sky,And the loud chaunting of the unquiet leaves,Are shaken with earth's old and weary cry.