Life....... it can be defined in various ways, mainly depends on how u look and feel through out the time. Some of u might think "its a wonderful gift " other might think in different way. So how u look & think ur life....?

Its totally boring topic... but more important than any other things that u do in ur daily life style. So in my view "what we are today is result of our own past action,
whatever we wish to be in future depends on our present actions,
decide how you have to act now,
we're responsible for what we are,
whatever we wish ourselves to be,
we have the power to make ourselves...... " it my themes as well. life is something that u'll get once, yea! u've to go through lots of sorrow, pain difficulties with compliment of a little happiness. I don't know how u gonna spend ur life, but i'll live this life with being happy & enjoy myself in difficulties & pain as well.

As usual 2day also i'm drinking alone in my friends Dohari( Its something like pub where u can listen typical old songs with drinks. ) Normally i don't like to be here just for drinks & to listen music. Coz' of him have to be here & have something...... i feel ought to have something without paying, i know he won't accept anything from me......! As i mentioned already.... a casual drinker outside my house, but became a regular/chain drinkers at home. Its became my habit already.... cannot sleep without drink at nights. Thats how i've been spending my life back to Nepal. Even i don't have that kind of life when i's at singapore for almost 4 years....... still remember those moment that i've spend with my colleagues...... There're lots of memorable moments just like having a good fren from philipines named ABEL.With him i've worked almost 6 months sharing wonderful time. we've lots of fun when we've celebrate ERIC's birthday party at Pasir ris, Downtown. At that time Eric, abel & myself took off from work and went to arrange the party for night. Actually there's nothing to do so abel & me went to wild wild wet...... just to play & get wet in water for almost 3 hours. At evening all the restaurant staff were there to celebrate birthday party. We can drink whatever we want so called my frens as well so that i'll get company. But my bad luck they insist to leave at middle of the nights.... bloody hell have to leave the party.

In the same way, same place got another birthday party of my fren JAMES. On that day i's working till 10.30 pm. So i tried to finished my job as soon as possible to get there early to have fun. After work i took train towards my destination. On the way i've chat with Suyun, one of my good fren. I hope to meet her at party but unfortunately she left already, so called Astrid to conform whether they left or not. Lucky enough 3 of them were waiting for me....... Astrid, Fanny & samuel. After i reached there they cooked some chicken wings for me.... all of them were brunt. I thought they got drunk already..... i also strat to drink vodka with sprite..... and play funny games through out the time by the time of 3 am i's totally knock out..... So we decided to chat. when we're chatting feel dizzy......so slept in same bed that we're sitting together.... thats really a great, treasurable moment in my life.Even now i's enjoying my life even though have lots of difficulties......! But don't have those moments & frens with me......... !!

For Me

I watch you,
Yet I cannot speak.
My tongue is tied
And it makes me weep.
Interested in you, I am.
But my shyness withholds me from action.
Oh Bedeviled soul!
Why must it be this way?
It is difficult to force myself to act
Dealing with such lavish beauty.
I would like to get to know you,
But I'm too self conscious.
Worried about what they would say.
Being an introvert-a blessing and my curse!
It helps me elsewhere,
But here it hurts!
It frustrates me to no end.
I feel lonely.
Depressed and lonely.
No one who totally understands me.
No significant other.
It seems loneliness is my fate.
Cursed Fate!
But I must remember that fate is
My own making.
I must strive to overcome
Strive to ita fac id.
Wishing will get me nowhere.
No train, or car, or plane, to take, no.
Only determination and ambition will get me
To my destination.
What is my destination?
Eternal life.
Eternal happiness.
Eternity.
But I need someone to journey with me.
To experience with me.
To live with me.
To love me.
For me to love.
For me to cherish.
For me to care for.
For me to be faithful.
For me too.

Melting Regrets

High hopes and dreams used to lie among the clouds.
But they fell like rain,
A burning thunderstorm of wax and feathers.

Success is melted by the envious sun.
Life plunges to the depths,
The small price to pay for freedom.

A not so sweet release,
That leaves guilty wounds,
never to be healed.

And the last feather makes a ripple,
Taking its place in its dark cold grave.
I realize that yours was not the only life taken.

I hang up my wings.
I will never fly again.

Little Shadow

I take a step back
and let you walk before
As a little shadow
just trying to be a little bit more,
I'm tired of the pain
that lingers inside
I'm neither seen nor heard
but a soul that's died,
I try so hard not
to be pushed aside
But I trip and fall
and again I am denied,
If once you would
just open your eyes
And actually see me
and look past the lies,
I am definitely not as strong
as I'd like to be
but please pull me forward
and let me be free,
Just a little shadow
all trapped up in a box
Let me walk in the spotlight
where everyone talks,
It's so hard to walk
where no one can find
I just want to be in front
so please open up your mind.

My Unspoken Thoughts

Before I was gone you said so long
The last words in person I reflected so long
I cried and I cried when I finnaly relized
Every detail about you I memorized
The hint gray that hid in your eyes
Is it supposed to hurt this much
And is it hurting the both of us
Maybe it's because you were my first love
But now the rain is falling from above
I'm trying to fight it I really am
I'm trying to forget your pale soft hand
And the fiery streaks from your mental rebeal
Still has me going threw a pit of hell
I write my morbitity in the words I tell
When you let go of my hand I fell and I fell.

Friends................ in different language

Albanian - mik

Afrikaans - vriend

Chinese - péngyou

Dutch - vriend, vriendje

Danish - ven

Estonian - sõber

French - ami

German - freund

Georgian - megobari

Hungarian - barát

Indian - dost

italian - amico

Irish - cara

Japanese -- tomodachi

korean -- jingu

Latin -- amicus

Manx -- carrey

Old English -- freond, wine

Persian -- dust

Russian -- prijátel

Sanskrit -- mitra

Spanish -- amigo

Swahili -- rafiki

Turkish -- dost,arkadas

Terrifying

I'm scared wait no I'm terrified
To remember that melancholy look in my eyes
I might as well kiss my hope goodbye
Sink down in the dirt and once again cry
Once again die a little more on the inside
I have 12 uncomfortable shoulders to lean on
But in the end I want your pale and soft one
Leaning shoulder to shoulder and back to back
I hopefully made a love out of glass
In the end it shattered and the pain can't surpass
My hope is filled with cuts and scars
Carelessly made by falling shards
I lay here a moment in the dark
I say "Please give me some time apart apart."
But in the Its a mask for "Please give me my heart.".

Friendship Day celebration................ how u Celebrate

Friendship Day calls for wonderful celebrations as it is a perfect occasion to let your friends know how special they are and how cherished is your friendship. It is celebrated all over the world with extreme zeal and fervor. Though the beginning of the Friendship Day celebrations can be traced back to 1935, the celebrations have gradually acquired popularity. Today we also have a friendship ambassador - Winnie the Pooh. Friendship Day is not only a day dedicated to your friends, but also a day to let yourself loose and feel carefree. So, no matter how busy you are, take out time from your schedule to spend time with your friends. In case you are thinking of how to celebrate Friendship's Day, you will find many Friendship Day celebration ideas given below.

Camping Out
Take your friends along and plan a camping trip. Explore the outdoors with your friends and you can do a plenty of activities like have a bonfire, go trekking, etc. Camping out in the open environment will make sure you have plenty of time in hand and have fun exploring new things together. If you are a working man now, this would certainly be a great stress buster to have carefree adventure with your friends.

Organize a Friendship Day Party
It is the time to celebrate and show everyone how special is your friend. Organize a party for the sake of friendship and splurge upon everything; right from the invitations to the décor to the party favors. Raise a toast for your friendship and prepare everything that your friends like. Do not forget to make two photo-collage of this party, keep one with you and gift the other to him. Your friends will never forget this party for a lifetime!

Catch up on a Movie
What better way to celebrate Friendship Day than watching a nice movie together with friends. If there is a good movie playing in the theaters, you can go there with your friends and also have lunch or dinner outside. If not, then you can get some cute movie DVDs on friendship and watch it at the comfort of your home. If you are planning it at home, also try to create a theatre ambience. Arrange popcorns and coke and have a carefree celebration!

Recollect Old Memories
Has it been too long that you have not seen your friends? Have you been too busy with your professional life lately? Friendship Day is the best time to rejuvenate you then. Call your friends over and go through your albums. Recollect fond memories of childhood and how you became friends. Take a walk down the nostalgic lane and recollect fond memories like your first fights, amusing sleepovers, your first movie together, crushes, etc.

Friendship Day

Tales and stories about friends are told time and again to kids, in order to let them understand the true meaning of friendship. Such stories help them know how precious true friends are. Some of the stories are timeless and have been told through generations. Others are based on personal experiences and the rest are just somebody's creative imagination! However, one thing is common in all of them and that is important morals in life. Every story based on friendship tells the fact that true friends are gifts of God. One should not let small disputes and misunderstandings strain friendships.

It may be easy to be friends with everyone, but it is hard to find friends who are really true to friendship and would stand by, during the hardships of life. Not everyone is blessed with true friends and if you have even one, consider yourself lucky. In our related section, we have compiled a collection of stories based on friendship. The stories given in the section are categorized into funny, short and inspirational. Although the three stories are different in terms of genre, they carry the real essence of the theme - friendship. Narrate any of the story to your pal and have a pleasant time on Friendship Day!

Pain

I feel quiet now
The storm has passed,
Drained and empty.
How long did it last?

A wave of bitterness
That sweeps me away,
Then lie awake angry
'Till another day.

It takes so much,
But what can it leave?
This emotion that drains me,
Makes me tired and peeved.

It twist me and turns me
And pulls me about,
In one giant circle.
Can't I ever get out?

What is it's name?
Escaping is vain.
It's meaning is bitterness,
And it's name is Pain