Your kiss leaves me alive

Keep replaying that kiss in my head
And the euphoria was so great
Just thinking about it leaves me
In a brain dead state

Because every single time
Your heavenly lips touch mine
I forget about pain and feel
That numbness creep up my spine

When I hold your hand
I come back to life
Just looking into your eyes
Makes me forget about that knife

I could live without air
I could live without a soul too
I could live without anything
But I can't live without you

Love you
NAbin

with Me

You change your mind
like a clock changes time
you say you like the way i am
the next minute i'm some girl
you dont know how to stand
you tell me you need me
expecting me to be right there boy
where were you the night
my whole world fell to the floor the day
you desided you didnt need me anymore
well boy i needed you ,
burnt into my head all the times
we shared the horoscopes we read
so dont tell me thats its over
dont just all the sudden give up on me
cause im tired of you
act its hot or cold with me.

Love you
Nabin

U are my Everything

You are the flower in the garden of my life
You are the water that cast my soul
You are the sun that brings light to my way
You are the happiness that makes me whole.

You are the sweetness that nourish my heart
You give me power
You give strength
You give me hope
You give me senses
You are my pain healer.

You are the beauty that give color to my sight
You make me feel alright
You are my sweet desire
I'm longing of your love every night.

You are the love of my heart
You are my dreamboy from the start
You are my darling
You are my only one and my everything.

Love you
Nabin

I love u Foever

I love you so deeply,
I love you so much,
I love the sound of your voice
And the way that we touch.
I love your warm smile
and your kind, thoughtful way,
the joy that you bring
to my life every day.
I love you today
as I have from the start,
and I'll love you forever
with all of my heart

When I'm with you,
eternity is a step away;
my love continues to grow,
with each passing day.

This treasure of love,
I cherish within my soul,
how much I love you,
you'll never really know.

You bring a joy to my heart,
I've never felt before,
with each touch of your heart,
I love you more and more.

Whenever we say goodbye,
whenever we part,
know I hold you dearly,
deep inside my heart.

So these seven words,
I pray you hold true,
"Forever and Always,
I will Love You."

Love you
NAbin

Yntil u....

I thought that love was just a song
Just a melody to sing, to be sung
A movie to be watched,
As actors played their roles
How could I ever consider
That love was anything but imaginary
A fairy-tale and make believe

Until I met you, until I found you
You swept me up
I never knew what you could do
Until your touch, it's almost too much
I would have never thought us to be true
Cause I didn't believe in love
Until I met you

I thought that love was just a lie
Just a close touch to get us by
A front to be shown
Our existence to be known
How could I ever understand
That love is everything
That defined out lives

Until I met you, until I found you
You swept me up
I never knew what you could do
Until your touch, it's almost too much
I would have never thought us to be true
Cause I didn't believe in love
Until I met you

I never believed in happy endings
It was just something you read about
I never believed in true happiness
It was just something I dreamed about
Like my prince that would never be
Soon to come and rescue me
I thought it was just crazy

Until I met you, until I found you
You swept me up
I never knew what you could do
Until your touch, it's almost too much
I would have never thought us to be true
Cause I didn't believe in love
Until I met you

Love you
NAbin

Good Bye Love

The doctors say it's just a matter of time,
how come i never knew.
that behind this solid exterior,
there's a weaker side of you.

that behind your "take care"and "i will miss you so".
you were silently,letting go.

i ran to your room,
held your hand tight.
"don't you dare die" i said,
you gotta win this fight.

I'm down on my knees,
I'm begging you "please give it a try".
slowly your voice is fading,
as a tear fell from my eye.

you caress my cheek,
wiping my tears away.
"everything will be just fine",
you continuously say.

you handled me a letter,
gently squeezing my hand.
asked me to read it,
every word,to understand.

the letter was in pink,saturated with the scent you wear.
i started reading,while you looked at me with a stare.

"I DON'T KNOW BABE HOW TO START
SO I WILL TELL YOU EVERYTHING RIGHT FROM MY HEART

YOU ALWAYS WERE ME GUIDE IN MY DARKEST DAYS
I LOVED YOU SO DEARLY IN SO MANY DIFFERENT WAYS

YOU'VE BEEN STUCK TO ME IN MY BETTER DAYS AND WORSE
YOU LEARNED ME HOW TO PUT MY FEELINGS INTO VERSE

YOU'VE BEEN MY INSPIRATION,
YOU'VE BEEN MY HOME
I NEVER WANTED BABE,
TO LEAVE YOU ALONE

YOU WERE MY DREAM COMES TRUE,
YOU WERE MY SUNSHINE WHEN I'M COLD
YOU WERE A PART OF ME,
THE ONE WHO I DREAMED TO FOREVER HOLD

I'M SORRY I COULDN'T TELL YOU
THAT MY DAYS IN THIS WORLD ARE FEW
EVERY TIME I TRY TO TELL YOU,
I COULDN'T DARE TO HURT YOU

BUT I GUESS NOW YOU KNEW THE REASON WHY
EVERY TIME I'M WITH YOU,
YOU NOTICE A TEAR HIDDEN IN MY EYE

I WANTED TO MAKE YOU HAPPY AS MUCH AS I CAN
YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MY GIRL
AND I WILL ALWAYS BE YOUR MAN

I DON'T WANT YOU TO CRY,
YOU KNOW I FELL IN LOVE WITH YOUR SMILE
IT USED TO COMFORT ME AND MAKE LIVING WORTHWHILE

JUST PLEASE BABE,
I NEED YOU TO KNOW
IF IT WAS UP TO ME I WOULD NEVER LET YOU GO

I LOVE YOU WITH ALL THAT I'M,
ALL THAT I WAS AND ALL THAT I WILL EVER BE
PLEASE BABE,LET IT GO,
LIVE A HAPPY LIFE AND SET ME FREE"

i looked back at you with tears,
running down my cheek.
you used to make me stronger,
oh babe,I'm so weak.

i let go of your hand,
looked at you with eyes filled with sorrow.
knowing that I'd be alone,
for all the coming tomorrows.

i kissed you one last time,whispering,
babe,take care of yourself please.
we will meet again soon,i promise..
goodbye,love and rest in peace.

Love you
Nabin

With my sis........ Dhana, Kumari, Kesu, Dina and Prakash, Ramesh....

Include my Unccle and Aunties

Younger Sis Dhana and Kesu

Aunt and Sis Dhana, Kumari, Kesu

Love
is no more.
Angry words spoken,
lifetime commitment, broken.
-NO!-

We
can't deny,
time to say goodbye.
Existence lost, don't protest.
-STOP!-

Where
did it go,
the love that we knew?
A question never answered,
-WHY?-

Hope,
happiness,
are gone forever.
No future to dream about,
-SAD.-

Pain.
Heart breaking,
shattered once again.
Our love beyond repairing,
-GONE-

Love you
Nabin

Love

You said the words I love you,

But it is obvious things have changed.

I said the words I love you,

And my feelings are still the same.

You said I'll love you forever,

But forever wasn't long enough.

I said I'll love you always,

And I'll mean it forever.

But I can not imply to you

What that means,

'Cause your version of Forever

Isn't what it seems,

And my version of Always

Seems like an unrealistic dream.

Love you

Nabin

Love

You said the words I love you,

But it is obvious things have changed.

I said the words I love you,

And my feelings are still the same.

You said I'll love you forever,

But forever wasn't long enough.

I said I'll love you always,

And I'll mean it forever.

But I can not imply to you

What that means,

'Cause your version of Forever

Isn't what it seems,

And my version of Always

Seems like an unrealistic dream.

Love you

Nabin

Lost And Forever

When the snow has melted

and the birds begin their song

And the summer warmth fills my heart again,

I think of you

And how you once held me under the June stars.

Though it's been many years

since I've felt your touch,

And your scent has faded

from the shirt I wore that night,

I still think of you

And how you held me by the waterfall.

It was just an adoles

cent dream that we would last

Though I always thought somehow we would.

Which is why I still think of you

When my world seems grim and lonely.

I said back then no one would

ever know me quite the same way,

And that I'd think of your face last on my dying day.

And eternally, I'd think of you

And the few short years we spent in love.

For heaven must consist of you and I as one,

Because I couldn't live my life knowing

That thinking of you

Was the closest I'd ever get to Eden.

Someday I'll hold you again -

of that I'm certain.

And you'll look in my eyes

the way you used to,

And you'll see life and reality,

love and believability,

truth and consistency.

'Til then, please think of me

Love you

Nabin

Dismiss Me..........

I supposed that only you are the white day without rain,
But the tears are on your visage,
And I would say you are not mine, not mine,
But you don't dismiss me...
I supposed that only you are the quiet night without stars,
But your bright eyes are shining,
And I would say you are just a dream, just a dream,
But you don't dismiss me...

Dismiss me, I'm begging dismiss me
Cause I can't go further,
Dismiss me, I'm begging dismiss me,
I don't want to go any more.

And I supposed that only you are the petal in spring,
But you won't ever droop
And I would say you are mine, you are not mine...

Love you
Nabin

Spiritual Love

I am drifting away my love
Still here yet almost there
About to draw my last breath
Somehow i do not care

For i have lived so long my love
And i have grown so old
And there you stand before me
With your wings of white and gold

And i am not afraid my love
To touch on heavens land
My heart will free its sorrows
With the holding of your hand

Yes the time is now my love
I can feel my spirit rise
Almost there..No longer here
So softly close my eyes

Eternity is ours my love
At last we are together
Now i can hold your hand in mine
And be with you forever.


Love you
Nabin

Spiritual Love

I am drifting away my love
Still here yet almost there
About to draw my last breath
Somehow i do not care

For i have lived so long my love
And i have grown so old
And there you stand before me
With your wings of white and gold

And i am not afraid my love
To touch on heavens land
My heart will free its sorrows
With the holding of your hand

Yes the time is now my love
I can feel my spirit rise
Almost there..No longer here
So softly close my eyes

Eternity is ours my love
At last we are together
Now i can hold your hand in mine
And be with you forever.


Love you
Nabin

Closer to U.......

As you walk my way,
Do you see my face,
Sad behind a smile,
I'll fake it for a while,
Tell me what i should do

Can I get closer to you,
tell me the truth,
Can I get Any Looser from You,
Show me A sign,
Can I get closer to you.

As I sit alone,
Sinking like a stone,
You can save me now,
I can't live without.

Here I stand,
With my heart in my hands,
And all I do,
All I'd Give,
Just to get closer to you.

Love you
Nabin

God's Test of Hearts

he shameless hunger for power, wealth and revenge Therefore a cruel messenger will be sent to their door. People who justify immoral behavior Shall be measured by their misdeeds before.

Fools listen eagerly to the words of the pathetic
Who’s mission in life is the corruption of man.
Where the righteous overrule the wicked of heart
Challenging Satan’s dominance and command.

Better is the heart filled with love and quietness
Than one that feasts on the loudness of strife.
Angry hearts fan the flames of failure
Eager to reject God’s blessings of life.

Love you

Nabin

God's Test of Hearts

he shameless hunger for power, wealth and revenge
Therefore a cruel messenger will be sent to their door.
People who justify immoral behavior
Shall be measured by their misdeeds before.

Fools listen eagerly to the words of the pathetic
Who’s mission in life is the corruption of man.
Where the righteous overrule the wicked of heart
Challenging Satan’s dominance and command.

Better is the heart filled with love and quietness
Than one that feasts on the loudness of strife.
Angry hearts fan the flames of failure
Eager to reject God’s blessings of life.

Love you

Nabin

"Love is like quicksilver in the hand. Leave the fingers open and it stays. Clutch it, and it darts"
Nabin away

Special Someone

here is always special in our life…
Special day, special occasion, special friend…
Special someone.
Someone who holds our heart for special reasons
Someone who stands out among the rest and call…
The BEST.

I have someone I can call special
Special to keep in the core of my heart
Someone whose heart is unchanged
Be we both near and apart.

You are that someone special whom I keep in my heart
One who stands out from all I think best.
One soul whom I can call real
And understands how I feel.

I never expect someone like you would come to my life
Give me assurance and support in times am in the deepest sea

Love you

Nabin

Best Friends

I once had a best friend, a friend that I adored.
He was so very special, right from the start.
He never turned his back on me, even in the dark.
He talked to me for hours, even when he was bored
I once had a friend, a friend that I did trust.
I could tell him anything knowing that it would be, never uttered or mentioned it was as safe as can be..
He lifted me up when I was down.
He’d text me when I had a frown and then id turn it upside down.
I once had a friend that was always there never to busy or didn’t care.
He saved me from the hell that was my life.
He made me see what life could be, if I was happy and free.

love you
Nabin

The Kiss

As my eye's slowly closed
and my lips parted to meet his,
tiny picture shows began to play behind my eye lids

and I just knew my eyes were smiling...
and as my eyes were smiling,
my lips were involved in the most sweetest candy kiss
the magnitude of a tidal wave

and despite the intense beating of my heart
and the complete numbness in my toes,
this somehow was one of the best feelings
I have ever had

Love you
Nabin

Words

Words are the most powerful tools used by man
As hearts and souls reach for one another.
Sharing feelings of fear, wisdom and joy
Or our love for a significant other.

Where would we be without words
Which inspire, unite and motivate.
Songs, poems, stories, blogs, books
wars, religion, love, lust and hate.

Jesus preached words to the multitudes
And nourish their hunger within.
The stories we tell portray our spirit
As examples of weakness, triumph or sin.

When we fail to control the rage of our thoughts
What is easy to say becomes hard to forgive.
Words are visions which portray our intent

Love you

Nabin

Shadows of silence
Basilisk glare
Perfumed presence
Tells me you're there

Arctic air chills my body
Moonlight whispers on the wall
Drunken by sleep
It's hazy but I see you standing tall

Watching me as I sleep
Visiting me every night
You always disappear
When I'm shaken with fright

You always look so real
Your face unseen
Dark silhouette by the closet
Makes me feel unserene

Are you a ghost
Or a recurring dream
My guardian angel
Or nothing you seem

Love you

Nabin