um..... ..... its already 2 months i left S'pore and haven't done anything

just wait and wait for the process to return back to same place where i missed

my frens and that moment i've spend. Humm.......... its getting hard to stay here.

All of my frens left for overseas..... so just alone.

oh ! yea got a new frens........... but i really don't know, we just talk on phone and message

but i never met her and see her as well but from the frist day i feel like we met already and know her............... yea ! but i can't remember anything. In first place i feel shy to talk with gals till now and never talk to any gals overhere. But why ? i feel like know her.....

I don't know why ! but it may be an illusion or puzzel that neither can solve nor can remember my past. ha ha ha it's so funny that i don't know her real name as well..... just my fren pass her contact no....

only i know her as Kusum..... for online chat ID, nita tamu as yahoo user.......... i really don't know what to do...? Anyway i hope to meet her one day so that i can solve that puzzel. So till that time have to wai tand see just like my process. It's taking too long time ... still have to wait another 3 weeks.

oh god i can't wait anymore.......... i'm sick of it and wanna leave as soon as possible

anywhere that doesn't matter, just don't wanna stay here jobless.

love you

NAbin