06/04/09

N:dear, i think u didn't sleep as usuall... am i right. And what are u doing ?

P:Whole day almost sutyo aja ta.Khoi malai samjhyo vane matra samjhene rahe6.

N:la timi ta hardam mero sath ma nai hun6 ni.... soche sutnu vayo hola vani distrub nagareko ta....!

P:Not at all.Meh din ma kahile pane sutdina.Aja ta badya vayera sutnu pareko ne. malai ta doubt lagyo...

N:doubt...... la biswas lagdaina vane ta maile k nai vann ra.....Ani cafe janu hunna ta!

P:Sayad najanu parla,i m nt feeling well today so nxt time i ll be there.

N:u're not feeling well... what's wrong !

P:Nth jst a stomach ache bt now i m feeling better then morning.

N:umm.... i think u're not taking your meals properly, So that u got stomach....!

P:Its nt like dat. aywy tea khanu vayo?Aja ta tapai lai dekheko chaina ta.Ghar mai ho?

N:tea ta khayako chhaina, ani timi ghar vitra matra basnu hun6 ani malai kata bat dhekn hun6.....

P:Testo hoina n rite now k gardai hunu hun6?

N:sudip aayako chha ani malai cards khelna jau vanera hairan pareko chha... what about u... i think u're playing cards right....

P:i m also bored now n no line.1st I hav to take shower coz i m dying coz of garmi.U can come after an hour.

N:oh no.. ! u're dying coz' of garmi...um um um don't leave me like this, i can't live without u.

P:Now i m fresh.

N:thank... now u're freshed. have u taken your after noon tea...

P:I nvr prefer 4 it bt sometimes only.Did u!

N:afternoon tea... depending on situation.But i seldom used to take not a habituate.... i think ur going to play cards

P:Yeah hoping u to be here n sudip too.

N:its just a waste of money, so why u wanna play ...

P:Jst 4 time pass n if u dnt like i wnt force u.

P:Thankx 4 playin cards wid us bt sory to lose money,if u want then u can collect ur money frm me.

N:Thanks to u as well... i don't need that money as well. Its for u ha ha ha

P:Risaunu vayeko ho,n ghar pugnu vayo ta?

N:la ma ta timro bro sanga baseko chhu ni ta.... u can see me as well...

P:Really,darr lageko chaina mero dai sanga basda.

N:k ko dar lagnu ni... i's having fun with him la...
P:Hora! lala can i also hav fun wid u rite there.

N:why not... u can come here to have fun lol...

P:Jst kidding,hav fun wid him.

N:so u don't wanna come. i's planning to go back to pkr by 2maro afternoon. So
will u come outside for a moment....

P:Its too hard. let me try after few mins.I was also planning to go ktm parsi,if strike opens.

N:i got to know that there's no strike at all so that i'm going to pkr for my work... so see u later ok....!

P:Yeah, then hav gud journey. nvr forget us.Do u wanna meet me or nt?

N:i wanna meet u thats why.... u? otherwise i won't la. just tell me where u wanna meet me right now or.....!

P:Come to pratikchyalaya i ll be there.Come fast i dnt hav time.Dai taha cha ki chaina.

N:yea... he's still over here. i'm on the way already.... meet u there ok...

N:Ani chok tira janu vayako thiyo ahile recharge card ko lagi..... so hows the gift..?

P:cute....

N:really.... i thought u don't like at all. i bought same things that i've give
u rights now. one will stay with u and another with me.... !

P:Thankx.Nabin my di got to kow dat i was wid u,so c is scolding me alot.I dnt hav mood to talk wid u i ll mgs u 2morow.Is dat okay.

N:why like that... we're just talking only. there's nothing wrong to scold u....

P:Yeah bt c is scolding alot.Its my mistake.

N:Its not your mistake.... just coz' of me u get scolded every time.... i'm sorry for that. If u don't have any mood than u can message me 2maro la in fresh mood....

P:Dnt blame urself everytime.I dnt like it.If dai kows he gonna kill me.So i m afraid Alot abt it.

N:if i don't asked u to meet me right now, this situation won't came.So its my fault......

P:Testo na vanna,i ll tackle it.Dnt worry abt me,god is wid us.He ll help us.

N:yea..... god really wants us to be together no one can separate us.... i
believe in ur god.

P:When mom sees me wid u,it is coz u drinks.Teslai malai raksi khane kta Haru sanga na hidenu van chan.

N:I can understand..... as u know that, i only drink alcohol in my limit. but its occasionly only.... now just to forget stress for a moment only..

P:Bt my family dnt think like dat.

N:yea i can understand the family problem as wel...... even my family also don't like this so i only do occasionally .....!

P:Bt i dnt think so. i hav been noticing Almost everyday.

N:yea, now i've drink almost everyday... you're right. Only at chitwan just to give company my bro..... and u know my stress very well!

P:Stress hudaima raksi khanai parne vanne k cha.I dnt lie recently i was hurt by...N i drank 1 bottle virgin,than i vOmited twice n i realise i wnt gona touch it Nxt time.Its nt good.

N:what u drank virgin.... ? And some more coz' of me, i don't like.Plz don't ever do it again no matter what happens. u won't see me drinking at pkr or ktm. i've start drink recently only.....otherwise i left drinking before.

P:Yeah xactly bt in ktm.I hav catch my ears.Coz of it my elder sis cried so i feel pitty abt it.They search me alot bt didnt get me.I was totally out of control.

N:wow... that means u drink outside, not in the house of your sis. i heard u drank alcohol in ur sis house and vomit as well..... its not a good thing if the drink start to drink u....! so i'm gonna stop drink also.... only occasion drink....!

P:Nice to kow it.Khana khanu vayo ta?

N:yea..... what about u..? ani ktm ma kati basnu hun6 ta ni timi!

P:Nt more than one week.Kaam vayo vanena vane dherai bas6u.Do u think i hav to try fOr uk...

N:u got IELTS so why don't u try for uk as well. its not a bad country as well. But its really hard to survive as a student over there coz of high living standard....!

P:Wht can i do now?I dnt wanna go abroad bt its coz future of vena.I wanna take him bt it becoming hard.He is jobless coz of me so im worry abt it.

N:i didn't get it... coz of u, ur vena was jobless. I think he supposed to find job or go abroad...!
P:He was abroad bt we called him for processing. In dat country he didnt get reasonable salary so it is to survive for them.They had got baby bt now...

N:so sad to know that.... be frank with u, even u're able to get visa for Aus, its really hard to take ur vena as ur husband. For that u've to compromise lots of things as formalities to prove that u're real husband & wife...! Anyway what country he's before...!

P:Bahrain.if i could manage him to gud country then i could join bba n mba n be a bank manager,its my aim which i talked before.So we hav been asking nil dai abt japan for him bt its nt possible.I m confuss wht to choose-my or other future...

N:In my opinion... if u're able to make your future than u can help others to achieve as well. So why don't u full fill ur dream first...? May be i'll help him as well coz' i know some overseas directors. So if i got to know any things... i'll contanct u ok..!

P:Let me c wht can i do for them.Tesh pachi sochnu parla ne! aywy they were in grt trouble coz of money which they hav lost in treatment of their daughter bt we cNt save her.She was jst ten month when c died,it happend jst 9 months ago.

N:sorry to know..! As i told u, why don't u make ur future first than u can help them in both ways and some more i'll also help them......

P:Let me see wht time had store for me.I think i made u bored by telling my family status. i m sorry for it.

N:No no... don't ever think that again ok. i's more than happy to know it. If u're not opened up with me like this... i won't know it in my entire life even i get u in my life also.....!

P:Thankx 4 listening my feelings.Now i can feel relaxed somehow.

N:thanks to u as well for sharing with me. And i've also told u my story.... that i never talk to anyone about my bro & father. but i've opened up with u....at that time i feel relaxed as well.

P:Whtever u say,de life which u hav been living is preferable.I wish i also get same life.Jst live 4 only ourself n no more tension...

N:Everyone think that my life is best, but don't know how hard is to live like this. I thought before that no one will came into my life, but when i saw u, i don't know what happens to mself that i got strong feeling for u. So able to share my part....Ii tell u, to live my life is more stressful than any others one..!

P:When last time u talk abt ur family u made me cry coz i could feel it n evn today.I missed my KELLIS alot n remembered da day before c take her last breathe.

N:Its hard to foget the past but u can't distroy ur future coz of past. u've to move on for yourself & think about others. So move on and achieve ur dream.....!

P:Da white n pink rat is really cute like u.I jst lukd it in lights.How u get it?I havnt seen such a cute rat in bikram baba.We did Find there when we r buying.


N:Good morning dear, sorry that i didn't reply yesterday night message.. i don't wanna make u just like me......

N:Dear, i feel sad right now and don't have mood as well to leave u. i don't know how can i pass my time without seeing u after this.....

P:Hey my family was discussing abt u early morning when u send mgs to me.Dai lukd ur mgs...So didnt rply u dat time.

N:oh shit....... Is it serious coz' i's waiting for the bus. if anything wrong than i'll wait today.....!

P:U can go.I ll manage coz i also go to ktm voli so today i ll tolerate it.Till now they didnt said any thing so hav nic journey.

N:lets see whether the bus will come or not.... i's afraid that ur family would hurt ur feelings coz of me.. !

N:I got a surprise for u... ! anyway what are u doing...

N:Ani tapai ta ghar janu vayako rahe6. ani movie herdai hunu hun6 ho....! Ahile ma prava soltini ko ghar ma chhu ni ta...!