06/05/09

We chat through mobile most of the time, it'll last 2 to 3 hours.......... continue talking on phone. Even my hand phone is not working properly but i'll try my best to keep in touch with her every time. It dosen't matter how............... ? but one night were talking on phone and know her in beeter ways and her feeling........... just felt heart break. Even though i've always respect her feelings but on that night i don't know what happen to me i can't control my feeling as well.............. She also cried, i really hate when someone closed to my heart start to cry.....! After that i just start to ignore her as she asked to do. Its really hard to do..... but i've try my best .............(;_;)

P:Nabin i wanna talk wid u.Why u r so rude?Plz call bck me,if u wnt then i nt gonna speak wid u forever.....

N:sorry la mero ma balance nai chhaina so i can't call u right now.

N:Hi... i think u wanna talk 2 me. But u're not interested at all about it. Anyway i'm going back to pkr 2maro morning......So as u wish whether wanna talk to me or not, its upto u...!U know that i never forced u for anything & first time i've trust u more than myself for everything so i've shared everything with u but u broke that trust with lies..... u know what ....? I never thought like this even in my dream as well that u'll lied to me...... it hurts my feeling ! That u never tried to understand..... But i thought i'll talk to u now..... may be its my luck that never with me, So now also that u've switch off ur hand phone.........! i won't be happy after i've made u cried...... it'll be something that'll hurt me & kill .....! I'mextremely sorry for everything!!!

P:Hey,i m sorry if i hurt u.I dnt intended to do so jst i want u to be far frm me.N wht abt u dat u hurt me alot more than i did.I kow u r still angry.

N:i don't think that have hurt u....i's crazy like hell. So how can be possible to hurt....

P:How mean u r?U missed all soltini except me in past 2 days.I was upset abt it.

N:oh yea.... ! thats only u see, but i've missed u even now. U wanna talk to me but u never come to me.... why? just timro mann nai chhaina ki ma sanga vetna ani kura garna.....!

P:I wnt to talk bt u neglect it.I was get in temper when i miscalled u in afternoon.N again menu di miscal at evenin many times to u then u didnt rply.

N:U never tried to understand my feeling. And i also have temper just like u..... so just rejected it in hope that u'll come to me for that...... But u're so mean....!

P:Hahaha!Dats quite funny.I came to u 1 st bt u r horrible.So i was out of controll.Aja ta jhan dai le pane last mood off garako thiyo.Felt so lonely

N:I got to know why u wanna go far away.... ? Thanks alot that i never know myself before....... oh ! ani lonely that u choose to live....

P:I dnt mean it.Ane wht fake info hav i told to u in our last talk.?I dnt think so.No, dai scold every time so get irritate.

N:U know what u tell me, so i don't wanna talk about it. I've clear myself and treat u like my gf but for ur happiness even can compromise to be a good fren..but

P:U believe or nt bt almost 90% info was correct. To trust in it,its upto u.I lies many things to others bt i dnt lied u.Its a true story of my life.

N:yea! if i don't believe u that won't shared my things to u. But u lied me 10% in whole truth, i's upset coz' of ur lies in our last talk.....!

P:Dat means u trust me now.It was i m nt money minded gal.I told it coz u hate such gal n i like u to do so.If i was such gal then i d say s to u bt...
N:Yea! i still believed u more than myself but the thins is not whether u're money minded or not. u told me something else, don't know why u used such a word 2 me

P:R u confuss dat i m play gal...To be frank its true.

N:Ok... lets say, if u're play gal than why u're still loved resam..why don't u look for another rich guy? or u don't wanna tell me, just fuck that shit ok. U think i'll convince

P:Stupid dnt use such a word any more.It dnt suits u.Then wht hav i told u,dat hurts u.

N:i's like that whether suits me or not, and u know what u told me. i don't wanna repeat again, so just leave that topic......

P:Nt use to me.I hate it.Plz tell na.I think i forgot it.

N:There's no use 2 repeat the past things again. Its useless to talk about past...... anyway i can't reply anymore coz' of balance. This one'll b my last Sms....

P:I kow u dnt trust me anymore.

N:Dats depend on situation and thing u gonna talk about. But another things dat i still trust more than myself..i can't reply anymore,this one'll mak my bal zero

P:Dats fine.U dnt say then i think u dnt trust me.Hey come to ktm sooner coz i want to hav noodles.I ll glad if u made noodles for me.

P:Sun z hapy n moon z upset. U kno why? Bcoz moon is misin u n sun z going 2b wid u in d whol day.Only miscal,why?

N:coz' sun also missed moon more than moon did...... u know how much i missed u...... i's leaving chitwan 2day without destination,

P:Come to ktm.Ane noodles na khulaune,i m dying for It bt u jst neglect it.

N:Herdai jau mann le kata puryauchha..... uncertain destination ma hideko chhu, namari bache kaal le sache vetaula pheri pani ani khaula noodles....

P:No u hav to come.If wnt then i doesnt mean anything for u....!

N:U're everything for me...... lets see the situation, may be i'll be at ktm, u never know

P:U nvr kow....Wht u mean it?

N:just an illusion... nt more,