Life....... it can be defined in various ways, mainly depends on how u look and feel through out the time. Some of u might think "its a wonderful gift " other might think in different way. So how u look & think ur life....?

Its totally boring topic... but more important than any other things that u do in ur daily life style. So in my view "what we are today is result of our own past action,
whatever we wish to be in future depends on our present actions,
decide how you have to act now,
we're responsible for what we are,
whatever we wish ourselves to be,
we have the power to make ourselves...... " it my themes as well. life is something that u'll get once, yea! u've to go through lots of sorrow, pain difficulties with compliment of a little happiness. I don't know how u gonna spend ur life, but i'll live this life with being happy & enjoy myself in difficulties & pain as well.

As usual 2day also i'm drinking alone in my friends Dohari( Its something like pub where u can listen typical old songs with drinks. ) Normally i don't like to be here just for drinks & to listen music. Coz' of him have to be here & have something...... i feel ought to have something without paying, i know he won't accept anything from me......! As i mentioned already.... a casual drinker outside my house, but became a regular/chain drinkers at home. Its became my habit already.... cannot sleep without drink at nights. Thats how i've been spending my life back to Nepal. Even i don't have that kind of life when i's at singapore for almost 4 years....... still remember those moment that i've spend with my colleagues...... There're lots of memorable moments just like having a good fren from philipines named ABEL.With him i've worked almost 6 months sharing wonderful time. we've lots of fun when we've celebrate ERIC's birthday party at Pasir ris, Downtown. At that time Eric, abel & myself took off from work and went to arrange the party for night. Actually there's nothing to do so abel & me went to wild wild wet...... just to play & get wet in water for almost 3 hours. At evening all the restaurant staff were there to celebrate birthday party. We can drink whatever we want so called my frens as well so that i'll get company. But my bad luck they insist to leave at middle of the nights.... bloody hell have to leave the party.

In the same way, same place got another birthday party of my fren JAMES. On that day i's working till 10.30 pm. So i tried to finished my job as soon as possible to get there early to have fun. After work i took train towards my destination. On the way i've chat with Suyun, one of my good fren. I hope to meet her at party but unfortunately she left already, so called Astrid to conform whether they left or not. Lucky enough 3 of them were waiting for me....... Astrid, Fanny & samuel. After i reached there they cooked some chicken wings for me.... all of them were brunt. I thought they got drunk already..... i also strat to drink vodka with sprite..... and play funny games through out the time by the time of 3 am i's totally knock out..... So we decided to chat. when we're chatting feel dizzy......so slept in same bed that we're sitting together.... thats really a great, treasurable moment in my life.Even now i's enjoying my life even though have lots of difficulties......! But don't have those moments & frens with me......... !!