Losing a friend

when dreams shatter
tears roll down
when nothing can make u happy
not even a clown
when you're sitting under the light
but still darkness surrounds you,
you're standing in a crowd
but loneliness is around you,
you've abundance of everything
but still you're missing something
you try to achieve success
but you just get nothing
you're free
but you feel you're tied with chains
you're relieved
but still there is some pains,
this means you've lost a friend...