14th april 2010
Warm welcome to the upcoming New Year in our calendar that is 2076 according to Nepalese calendar. Time to make new resolution and plans for the whole year. Before making new resolution and plans, I would like to wish all of my friends ‘happy new year 2067i hope I’ll bring lots of happiness, good health, prosperity and fortune in your life. Hope you’ll have fun through out the whole year with your friends and family as well. Have a wonderful new year.’
Actually I’ve tried to consider about it as well, but can’t put my mind to do such things for the New Year. I tried to do some planning and resolution as well, planning is ok and every year I used to do it and try my best to achieve the goal as well but resolution…………… just can’t think about it. So I give up……………… oh yea I’ll try to quit smoking. Being true with myself it’s just like my good friends. Whenever I’s bored or feel alone, that’s the only thing which will give me company and also helps me to relax for a while with mental stress.
Last week, because of misunderstanding I’ve quarreled with some of my good friends with whom I used to share my feelings and thoughts as well. So now I don’t have anyone to talk and shared those thongs as well. Totally it’s not my fault, because most of the time I used to compromise my times and feeling just for them. Whenever they called or asked me for something I never say no, but last time as they request, went to meet them. We got plans to go outside……………. For travel and visit new places just like dry picnic for a day. When I reached there…… just start to make selfish request. Some of them told me got work, other told me if that person is not going than I can’t go because my mom and dad will scold me blah blah blah……….. I can’t tolerate anymore so that just drank some alcohol and put my words. Just ignore the consequences and takeout my anger to them. They didn’t think about my feelings and compromises what I’ve been through. Just see their self only………… the very next day called them with hope they will understand my feelings and anger as well, but all the hand phone were switched off. That means they don’t wanna keep any relation with me anymore. It’s ok…………….. you don’t wanna talk to me, that’s fine. I don’t need those selfish friends also. They thought that without them I don’t exist, but never realize without me………… they were nothing.
So right now just try to put that anger into words, I wish not to keep any relation with them anymore. I would rather die than to go back to them and plead for forgive my action.
So good bye to them……….
Warm welcome to the upcoming New Year in our calendar that is 2076 according to Nepalese calendar. Time to make new resolution and plans for the whole year. Before making new resolution and plans, I would like to wish all of my friends ‘happy new year 2067i hope I’ll bring lots of happiness, good health, prosperity and fortune in your life. Hope you’ll have fun through out the whole year with your friends and family as well. Have a wonderful new year.’
Actually I’ve tried to consider about it as well, but can’t put my mind to do such things for the New Year. I tried to do some planning and resolution as well, planning is ok and every year I used to do it and try my best to achieve the goal as well but resolution…………… just can’t think about it. So I give up……………… oh yea I’ll try to quit smoking. Being true with myself it’s just like my good friends. Whenever I’s bored or feel alone, that’s the only thing which will give me company and also helps me to relax for a while with mental stress.
Last week, because of misunderstanding I’ve quarreled with some of my good friends with whom I used to share my feelings and thoughts as well. So now I don’t have anyone to talk and shared those thongs as well. Totally it’s not my fault, because most of the time I used to compromise my times and feeling just for them. Whenever they called or asked me for something I never say no, but last time as they request, went to meet them. We got plans to go outside……………. For travel and visit new places just like dry picnic for a day. When I reached there…… just start to make selfish request. Some of them told me got work, other told me if that person is not going than I can’t go because my mom and dad will scold me blah blah blah……….. I can’t tolerate anymore so that just drank some alcohol and put my words. Just ignore the consequences and takeout my anger to them. They didn’t think about my feelings and compromises what I’ve been through. Just see their self only………… the very next day called them with hope they will understand my feelings and anger as well, but all the hand phone were switched off. That means they don’t wanna keep any relation with me anymore. It’s ok…………….. you don’t wanna talk to me, that’s fine. I don’t need those selfish friends also. They thought that without them I don’t exist, but never realize without me………… they were nothing.
So right now just try to put that anger into words, I wish not to keep any relation with them anymore. I would rather die than to go back to them and plead for forgive my action.
So good bye to them……….
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