I wish...............

i's able to keep my loving things with me

forever and ever....closed to my heart

till me last breath

But only in dream .....

so now also can't control it

it's beyond my control

i tried to stop alot and try to something about it

but all my effort... useless

I'm still trying to be here

eventhough i don't have anything

Still trying to get it back

not going to do anything stupid

i believe one day it'll be mine

yea ! with that hope i still trying to live

and trying my best to stay with in.........

remaining in my luck and Karma

Faith ... everything that i believe

oh ! yea ................ not going to pray anymore

i've seen what happen with me

when i pray ..............

so this time ..... my luck and faith.................

i wish this one will be just like movie

or some kind of story

written inside the book .......

that i's reading and feel it like ....

its real ........... ...

there you are and here ....

but it seems there's somekind of border

which seperate us ............

as if like movie......

ha ha ha ha ............

but thats not a movie

thats reality... a total reality

that neither you or me want to break

that border ..........

Anyway who want to leave

just like that .............

(;-;)

love you

Nabin