Why ...?
Why i'm still wondering..............
that i've done something worng
that will take me to the grave
every night same nightmarea...
Why .......!
why i can't forget that nightmares
for a good moment.......
so that i can sleep well
can get a full rest ......for my tired body
every night seems to me like hell
i wish.............. nights never come again
So that i don't have to see the nightmares
almost not even a second
with out that memory....
i tried alot to forget that dreams
but it always appear ...............
always .................
i don't know why ....?
and when it'll end
but sure it'll kill me one day .....!
*************************************************************************************************************Oh ! i'm so sorry for that moment
that i've treated badly
not even speak with you properly ..........
its been already 3 weeks
hum............ something wrong wo=ith me
yea ! why ............
i don't wanna treate you like that anymore
its too much already.......
i can't hold it anymore
i'm not sure...........
whether i'll be here..........
means same place working
but one thing is true...........
i'm not goingto leave just like this
after struggle of 5 years
i'm not going to give my hope
not like that...........
i'll be here may be sommewhere
in different place.....
trying to be happy with my lonely life
lonely life once again...........

Love you

Nabin