Dear Ann.............. i hope you read my current blog over here.

I don't know how to start, it's all about my past that i spend with you.

I hope you still remember the first time you came to work at Guylian, i thought that you and fit,

both of you will be as same as other staff over there. And i got headache because of them as well.

As a supervisor or as a team leader i wanna be as good as others but ........

no one try to understand me. I have to react like a bosy and wanna scold everyone.

So i still remember that time when i told about my habbit and what i like and don't.

That will be my first time i've ever feel so bad to say some dirty word, I know thats not a big deal for you

but i feel bad myself.

After that moment i got some kind of feeling and can't stop thinking about you. Actually i's start to like you and love you unknownly. And some more when we took the transport together and i put my arms ......

i take you as graunted...... i don't wanna lose you anymore. Yea! thats my feelings for you at that time.

Slowly i start to talk with my friends.... Ubin, He knows everything. He's the only one person with whom i start to share my feelings for you. In my free time just wanna see you and wanna be with you for ever.

When you told me that you're going to work anymore, i feel like going to lose myself, going to loose my soul from my body. I 's sad and no mood to work as well. And you came to see me on midnight..... i's working with your sis and loena. You came there drunk and can't control yourself. I hope you don;t know one thing..... i got to know that you like me as well.... so i purposed you on that day .... ha ha ha you can't remember. But fit knows everything so later on she ask me how i feel for you.

I told her everything..... and next thing you can remember. I don't have to tell you after that how we passed our time togehter at midnight. Yea ! i can accept one thing..... i'm not that much of romantic guy. I've been through so many difficulties in my young life so i's totally a different person. I hope you know me somehow... ha ha haha

Now i really missed your Sis company. her friendly hug every moment hunt me down. I can't forget that moment that i've spent with you and other .... kin, fit, leona, Kim...... those moments are treasure for me. .....

a treasure that neither can erase or forget.... ha ha ha h ha

love you and missed you

lots of love

Nabin