moments.... of treasure

Its been long time already... that i left Singapore coz' of my visa problem. And now back to my country

ha ha ha nothing to do just sleep whole day and watch movies. No frens and nothing at all just chat with family and get bored. I really missed those moments that i've spend in Singapore with my closed frens...... yea! those frens with whom iused to work everday and wanna be with them all the time. But situation and time won't wait anyone ..... so mine as well. I don't know where, when how and what am i going to do in future ................ just confused and totally lost my confident ................

I hon't think that my frens..... who i cared now will remember me after a while, may ber after a few years back..... hahaha everyone will forget me and don't remember at all. But for me i'll take that moments as a gift, no matter what happen or where ever i'll be in future, those moments always with me coz' they're treasure to me.

I still missed those moments when i spend my whole time without sleeping and trying to help, ummmmmm help ....... yea ! i wanna passed my time with them. I didn't care about my fuiture, i take those moments as graunted. Idon't have to think about my future being with you. But situation change ..... with that everything chnaged and have to apart in different world.

Just like spending whole night without sleep, and share all kind of things and hang around Airport, get drinks from another outlet , buy Sushi and boost Juice....... ha ha ha get scolded and fight with other staff. Yea ! it's awesome and funny things that i've done. I feel like just a dream that have seen just now in my own world but later on realize... its true. Thats the moments that i've spend with u Not a dream.

And some thing that i never share in my life with anyone......... i don't know whether anyone believe me or not but truth is................ till that time i never beeing so closed with anyone , cared all the time and wanna be with u. And no one try to hug me but that love i get. And i only have handful of friends whom i can count on my hand. like Ann, Fit, Nilam, Kin, Kim, Leona, Hui Wen, Fanny, Ko hoi, Hansen, Samuel, Darren, Arnold, Sam Yee, Jason...... no ore friends.

Back to home i don't have any friends so boringlife. Everyone left for further study in different country so i don't have a contact with them either. So just remember the time that i've spend in singapore with my frens. And watch movies..... just to pass my time and killed doredom. I wish can get those moments for forever ....... ha ha ha ha unfulfilled loved as well...................

love you all

Nabin