15/07/09

Date 15/07/2009

Writing over my blog..... only one meaning to expressed my feeling on daily life that have been through me. Most of my posting were mainly focused on frustration, saddest moment, memorable time & ofcourse poetry about love, friendship, heartbreak & inspiration...... Today will be nothing special just a feeling of my heart.

As usual i don't have any special features to write..... oh yea! as u know that i used to do casual or social drink only that once left for someone. Now i've start drinking again... not because i didn't get what i wanna have....? just to kill my loneliness.

So i went into my friends restaurant just to have chit chat with him. Even though we lived in same area but hardly met.... u may think its ridiculous, but true. I don't like to go over his place all the time. Once a month we meet up and chat all shorts of things. So i went to his restaurant and meet him. After that we start to chat all the stuffs.... & ordered a bottel of whisky. I thought it'll be ok for us so i didn't say anything about it. But to my surprise that whole fucking bottel of whisky was for me, just alone...... Oh my fucking ass how can i finished that thing alone, so asked him to get smaller one. But he asked me to finished whole bottel... ok i don't mind, one thing not gonna pay for it if i finished it....!

You know what.... ! i drank the whole bottel of whisky alone without moving around & some more the restaurant also gonna closed soon for the day business. After drank the whole bottel.... can't believe myself, walk just like normal. At that night outside got raining, so just wanna play with rain & get wet. I love to get wet in rain all the time but this time don't have luck. i'm going to ride his private car. I've tried to insist that will walk all the way to my home but never listen to me......... so he drove to my house & left, its already 1AM, just went into my room & sleep without having dinner.....! !